a friend of mine has changed soo much, i hardly know who he is anymore.
hes going through problems with family and stuff but does that excuse his bad behaviour?
hitting girls, stealing his friends things and selling them, pissing on people,posting racist comments towards his friends?
hes taking it too far
but hes a coward, hes got a lot to say on msn or facebook but in real life he hasnt got anything to say...

we confronted him and made him feel so small and stupid and humiliated and as bad as it sounds i loved it. i enjoyed every single second of it... does that make me a bad person?

i cant forgive or forget, im just not the forgiving type.. is that harsh?
a friend of mine still loves him but i hate him
its killing our frendship and she cant see it or maybe she just doesnt care?

a friendship is a two way thing and im tired of trying to keep up with her ever changin emotions, her unexplicable love for him.

so do i stop being her friend?
do i let him come between us like this?
is my friendship even worth it?

i dont know...

i was watchin this thing on tv last night and it was discussing violence and bullying
now i dont think bullying is as bad as we make it out to be
are the youth of today too weak and too protected?
is name calling bullying?

it may be harsh but i think occasional name calling and teasing is not bullying because lets face it, everyone is going to get teased and or called names at least once in their lives

i think schools should focus on making people stand up for themselves not run away crying everytime they have the piss taken out of them..

our next generation is going to be weak and spineless if this whole bullying facade carries on.

bottom line, if they arent hitting you or CONSTANTLY tourmenting you then its not bullying.
get up, brush your sholders off, ignore them and get on with your damn life.

maybe im just being harsh... but i think this bullying thing is getting out of hand....

but thats just my thought

turning 16

age is just a state of mind. bull!
age is an unignorable number
it means ur growing up, even if you dont want to. itg gonna happen.
the older you get the closer to death you become
its pesimistic i know but its the truth isnt it?

but its not all bad , turning 16 is pretty exiting ryt? get a job, more freedom etc
its cool, enjoyable. but it gets kinda old. my mum always says with age comes responsibility and shes right. at 16 you have to think of your future, you have to focus, be organised, its hard, but its gotta be done.

well age is a mixed blessing, with age comes freedom, with freedom comes responsibility.
sucks but its true

im gonna enjoy it either way. that was my new years resolution. one i ll definately keep. its the only one worth keeping